so , i cant go to college this year due to fianancial aid being taken away. it didnt bother me much at first , but now its starting to really rip at me. makes me feel like i failed someone , mostly myself. im going to try and keep up with my art though , and get in next year , possibly to massasoit , since theyre cheaper than u mass boston. people suck. the vast majority of them are in a never ending rat-race that clouds their eyes with money , or the lack there-of. i never want to join that race , because if i do , ill forget the fact that my fellow man may need me  , and ill lose the interest to bend the rules to help them out when they need it. because thats what they did to me . get ready for me u mass boston , with my art ill take you down with me.